so neaR yet so faR~~

I montH dint meet u..

today wheN i saw u in campus,

suddenly my minD black out...

im always talkative wheN meet vf otheR friends..

but wheN comE to u,this dudE..

i just doNt noE wat to say..

I'm sorry if i did offense u.

HopE nx timE v woNt be lidat wheN v meet agaiN..=)

Change my baD habit..x)

Guess wat?

i neveR listeN to leccturE..

cz im really baD in listeNing,,xD

tell u a secret,if u bring me to Cinema,

i ll fell sleep 10minutes afteR tat..xD

so,here is my new target---listeN to lecturE~~

Hehe

Hehe~又写你了=P

你很幸福,能选择爱或不爱,
我比你更幸福，因为除了喜欢你，还是喜欢你=)

I trieD harD,bt i faiL..=(

How if someone ady tried their best,but still fail?..is he really fail?..=(
Thanks for comforting me about it,i appreciate a lot=)..
bt,somehow...
im feel so sad and dissappointed vf myselF..
(i did a vy bad job iN all my mid-term....T.T)

也许等待也是一种幸福＝〕

不知道什么时候起，你的一举一动，一言一语。。。都一直缠绕我的脑里.
可能我还是把你放在心里吧~
如果等待不是一种幸福，我还是会选择等待...
很想把它当成我们的秘密。。。
其实没有理由，就只是喜欢你....
想你了。。。=)

有点累～

最近，为很多事而烦。。。总之很多事情，很多东西,都不如意.。。过着的生活好像不是自己的。。。就在忙忙碌碌的生活中,我失去了自己。。。而却不知道自己为什么而烦,为什么而忙，为什么而盲。。。
此刻，我好想回到以前的自己。。。
我真的累了～～～

TireD

Hmm,i thought i was vy clear vf my futurE,i thought harD work is everything.
In fact,i was wroNg.I feel likE im nt realy gooD in math,physiC n Chemistry the worst.Perhaps, Mdm Ting has her right words--it is a shame to b JPA scholar.Yeah~But how if a scholarship holder did bad in exam and he already tried his best?Im not born for scholarship,i am not b here for part of top students,i just want to try the best to achieve it.

But how if i still couldnt make it in the second sem?.Am i going to lost my scholarship?Last few days,a friend of mine tolD me that--it is realy shock to heard that u got this kind of result.Guess what i replied?"I had been playing too much last sem."But...it isnt the truth,it shud b i tried everything but,i was told to this result.
I feel like going to give up..

Recall back...

Two years ago,how hard i work in my SPM,n how hard i paid to get this offer.I was struggling like hell.I did double,studied triple compare to my friends.Mayb some of you ll said,im perfect enough.and some ll say,im always lucky.But,after all,i have to say,is hard work which make me here.There is neither lucky nor clever cell in my fresh.

At this moment,im still struggling--deep in my mind,im thinking again and again,is that hard work will still work in my future days?..or i have to choose another route by giving up my scholarship and go for my real interest?..
I need help... ...