TireD

Hmm,i thought i was vy clear vf my futurE,i thought harD work is everything.
In fact,i was wroNg.I feel likE im nt realy gooD in math,physiC n Chemistry the worst.Perhaps, Mdm Ting has her right words--it is a shame to b JPA scholar.Yeah~But how if a scholarship holder did bad in exam and he already tried his best?Im not born for scholarship,i am not b here for part of top students,i just want to try the best to achieve it.

But how if i still couldnt make it in the second sem?.Am i going to lost my scholarship?Last few days,a friend of mine tolD me that--it is realy shock to heard that u got this kind of result.Guess what i replied?"I had been playing too much last sem."But...it isnt the truth,it shud b i tried everything but,i was told to this result.
I feel like going to give up..

Recall back...

Two years ago,how hard i work in my SPM,n how hard i paid to get this offer.I was struggling like hell.I did double,studied triple compare to my friends.Mayb some of you ll said,im perfect enough.and some ll say,im always lucky.But,after all,i have to say,is hard work which make me here.There is neither lucky nor clever cell in my fresh.

At this moment,im still struggling--deep in my mind,im thinking again and again,is that hard work will still work in my future days?..or i have to choose another route by giving up my scholarship and go for my real interest?..
I need help... ...

New bloG aDD~

For some reason,i hv to change my blog address.Sorry 4 that!. 4 months in Miri-->exam done-->going beC!!! Honestly,i didn't done well in my exam this week,but anyway it is time for fun now~~ it is time to figure out what to do the next~get a job?...hanging out vf friend?..stay vf family?. Erm,perhaps ll fully use this 3 months time to learn something bout entrepreneurship. or some diary of successful businessman.hahaz! Most of my friends r wondering y im studying engineering course(since i hv most of my interest in finance n bussiness)haha,juz to make a more meaningful life infact,widen social cycle n much more personal reason..bt,i am pretty sure ll go for MBA after my degree in engineerin^^-->thats my real interest n direction. Sometimes feel like vy hard to survive in engineering coarse,since im not good in Math and critical thinking.haha,anyway,is a good training for me b4 crossing to bussiness world in futurE^^ applying a job in Starbucks cafE recently.ah~haar~,not for money purpose..but to learN something from one of the most successful cafE business globally>>havin fun by the way..=p. Right now,dun think have mood to get anything donE..jz feel vy vy tired(5 hours sleep/day+last for >2 weeks)so,it s timE to shut myself down 1st! Zzzz....

New blog address!

For some reason,i hv to change my blog address.Sorry 4 that!.
4 months in Miri-->exam done-->going beC!!!
Honestly,i didn't done well in my exam this week,but anyway is time for fun now~~
is time to figure out what to do the next~get a job?...hanging out vf friend?..stay vf family?.
Erm,perhaps ll fully use this 3 months time to learn something bout entreprenuership. or some diary of successful busnessman.hahaz!
Most of my friends r wondering y im studying engineering couse(since i hv most of my interest in finance n bussiness)haha,juz to make a more meaningful life infact,widen social cycle n much more personal reason..bt,i am pretty sure ll go for MBA after my degree in engineerin^^-->thats my real interest n direction.
Sometimes feel like vy hard to survive in engineering coarse,since im not good in Math and critical thinking.haha,anyway,is a good training for me b4 crossing to bussiness world in futurE^^
applying a job in Starbucks cafE recently.ah~haar~,not for money purpose..but to learN something from one of the most successful cafE bissness globally>>havin fun by the way..=p.

Right now,dun think have mood to get anything donE..jz feel vy vy tired(5 hours sleep/day+last for >2 weeks)so,it s timE to shut myself down 1st!

Zzzz....