I'am sorry

两年前，我曾经告诉你，不能没有你。。。

你只是告诉我，选择了他。。。

一年前，你离开了他。。。

两年后的今天，你告诉我，

其实你心里一直只有我，所以才离开他。。。

可是，望着你。。。好久。。。

我却找不回当年的感觉。。。

可能这就是时间的残忍吧

我们都要为各自将来的路加油吧~

朋友=)

=）

好喜欢现在的的生活=）

突然觉得自己好久没emo了。。xD

好喜欢现在的生活oo~

只想把手头上的订单和生意量提高，

早点赚到我的第一个一百万。。。

把手头上的书读好，

早点毕业=）

然后和自己心爱的人过无忧无虑的日子。。。

我不会只是期待，

我会全力去把它们一一实现的=）

一个人去体会。。。

最近

时常没理由的迟睡。。。

不是什么。。。

只是无言无辜睡不着。。。

越来越喜欢夜深的静。。。

一个人去体会。。。

想睡了。。

晚安=）

好奇怪

有些事情不是做对做错。。。

一样的事，一样的举动。。。

效果却不一样。。。

不是谁对谁错。。。

只是谁对谁做。。。

=）

做男人的就是希望女生能得到安全感。。被呵护。。

虽然现在在身边守护她的男生不是自己。。

可是就是觉得非常的欣慰。。

因为他是比自己更好的男生。。

也是自己最信任的朋友=）

三个人都开心，

这就是最完美的结局=）

忙碌的生活， 突然觉得有点孤单...

忙碌的生活，

突然觉得有点孤单...

好想找个朋友喝茶聊天...

朋友约了，茶都凉了...

心事也忘了...=)

别告诉她，我还爱她

一个男生和一个女生在偶然的情况下相遇.他们是普通朋友，也是同学。关系非常普通，在对方心中没有什特别的地位。每次见面都会打个招呼，就算是聊，也不曾多聊几句.

。女生看起来有点冷漠，尤其是对陌生人，只有对熟人，她能聊个不停...外表看起开冷淡的女生其实内心很热情。

不知道什时候开始，男生渐渐对女生有了感觉。男生开始在女生的facebook上留言，就这样，浏览facebook变成了男生放学后

第一件会做的事，那时候男生家里没有网络，所以每天早上不管多累，都会早起，搭第一趟巴士到学校，赶在第一节课前,先到ICT LAB去上个facebook,看看女生的wall。放学后，也会留在学校，上了facebook才会家.就这样过了一段日子,男生也开始sms女生。从中了解了女生不少。当然少不了看看女生的blog,只是想多关心她一些,和她分担不快乐的事情.因为他知道她一个女生要面对这么多，会很辛苦…她开心时，他会比她开心…他伤心时，他为她而心酸，心疼…

终于，男生向女生表白了。女生非常惊讶，以为只是一场笑话.女生毫不犹豫地给了男生一个他不想停到的答案，男生没多说，只是悄悄地应了.之后，男生又好几次的向女生告白.可是，女生的立场就是那么的坚定.女生告诉男生,她心中已有喜欢的男生.可是始终没告诉那男生是谁。直到有一天，女生告诉了男生，她喜欢的男生.男生告诉女生他早已猜到.可是，男生说了慌，其实他真的吓呆了，真的不敢相信，那位男生，既然是自己的好朋友….就这样男生沉默了好几个星期.男生知道女生虽然拒绝了他,她心里其实也非常难过，她就是那种不想伤害别人的女生.

就这样过了一段日子,可是女生一直感到不安。男生看到女生情绪的起落。心中的疼，其实比失去她还要疼。所以男生答应女生也答应自己要把女生忘了.男生知道既然答应了女生，他一定要守着承诺，他告诉自己不能再看到女生因为他而烦，而难过.

好久以后,朋友问起男生是否还喜欢女生，男生想都没想，就说了’不’.当非常要好的朋友问起时，他会告诉他:“别告诉她,我还爱她”.虽然女生从来没有接受过男生，可是她却一直活在他心里.很多人认为男生很傻。。。可是在他心中爱,就是那种默默的关心，在女生伤心时，安慰她,在她寂寞时，陪她聊天,在她无助时，给她依靠的肩膀.

就这样，没有到很久很久…

i just doNt like complicateD things

if u think im the one who lovE to socialize,

if u think im the one who lovE to get myself buzy..

if u think im the onE who will work for million perhaps billioN dollar through out my life..

im sorry,but i have to say that u'R wrong..

definitely not correct..=)

hehe..

i just doNt like complicateD things..

i love my lifE to b simple but meaningfuL..

im not really interesteD to noe wat s happening out there..

l live with my heart in for evy moment of my life.

If i care you,means i really carE u..=)

If i ignorE u,doesn't mean i diNt care u,

just i have my family anD dudes whicH i carE morE~

specially,my love 1~

Reject doesn't mean stupiD

I just rejected the offer from University of Nottingham.

doNt ask me why i reject..

even i caNt believe that..

bcz i really not surE bout that..

just a mixed feeLing stop me from going there.

promise myself to be a better me,

sincE i choose not to go..=)

continuE my long loNg journey.

Curtin *ShinE*..=))

onE year iN Miri

One year in Miri..

havE made me change a lot.

I played a lot..

I learNt a lot..

and of coarsE,

I work vy harD.=)

for me...all of this s just iN a worD---awesome

the moments vf my coarse mate-

My lab group-

Albert,Kasthuri and Siong Meng

My first timE presentation group iN Curtin University=)

My first laB in Curtin University=)...with Mr.Jason in.

my last presentation in foundation=)

At the beach,witH 2E2 classmatE..having so mucH fuN.=)

Hush puppies..=)..my gang,forever!

together at the charity dinneR^^

Another onE*.^

Another gang of friend-Kenny,Angelina,Michele..=)

togetheR prepare for the CV games^.*

2gthr fix the cupboard for Angelina and Michele..=)

yeah,this is the complete picture,hahaZ!

witH Charlie,Raymond,Rick,Willie and Kai in=)

Vf buddies at beacH party,Shi Yong and Dennis=)

Vf CWK(waikiN)..=D

Vf E-U-N-I-C-E...Hahaha

WitH Michael Tey..xD..lookeD so blur

With Pok..=D

witH CJY(jaeyang)~~

Birthday Memory iN CurtiN University:

First time celebrate b'day in more thaN 100 students lecturE=)

Thanks to my dudes,Kasthuri and Albert and also Mr Foad!

Another celebration vf Kenny,Willie,Rick,Charlie,Angelina,Michele and Billy=)

Another celebratioN vf Siew Foong..=)

There is actually another celebration vf my dudes,Jaeyang,Waikin,Michael,Pok and Eunice^^

With all my dudes n friends.We play together,learn together,laugh together,face eacH and every obstacle together.

No matter where v r,v will neveR forget eacH other.=)

Friends=everything

Cheers!

十字路口

oncE agaiN

i comE to a junctioN,

a junctioN for decision makinG...

sometimes,

we say that..

give up thE gooD for thE best...

but,

turN arouNd...

sometimes,thE gooD is betteR thaN the best..

in a way=)

i feeL lonEly,

in makinG thiS secret decisioN=(

Train myselF bacK to track..

A lot of friends saiD i lookeD tired n quiet recently..

hmm,really?

yup,perhaps im more to be "observant" neaRly..xD

doNt ask me y,cz myselF also not surE bout tat..

saD ritE?

haha,i ll try to bacK to track sooN..thaNks guys=)

n@t en@ugH sleep..

Hmm,

i had been sleeping for 8hours lastnight..

but stiLL feel so tireD..

my left braiN s telling me not to go campus..

but my right braiN is pulling me out of beD.

Luckily my right braiN is bigger,Haha!

anyhow,still kinD of sleepy..Zzz

so neaR yet so faR~~

I montH dint meet u..

today wheN i saw u in campus,

suddenly my minD black out...

im always talkative wheN meet vf otheR friends..

but wheN comE to u,this dudE..

i just doNt noE wat to say..

I'm sorry if i did offense u.

HopE nx timE v woNt be lidat wheN v meet agaiN..=)

Change my baD habit..x)

Guess wat?

i neveR listeN to leccturE..

cz im really baD in listeNing,,xD

tell u a secret,if u bring me to Cinema,

i ll fell sleep 10minutes afteR tat..xD

so,here is my new target---listeN to lecturE~~

Hehe

Hehe~又写你了=P

你很幸福,能选择爱或不爱,
我比你更幸福，因为除了喜欢你，还是喜欢你=)

I trieD harD,bt i faiL..=(

How if someone ady tried their best,but still fail?..is he really fail?..=(
Thanks for comforting me about it,i appreciate a lot=)..
bt,somehow...
im feel so sad and dissappointed vf myselF..
(i did a vy bad job iN all my mid-term....T.T)

也许等待也是一种幸福＝〕

不知道什么时候起，你的一举一动，一言一语。。。都一直缠绕我的脑里.
可能我还是把你放在心里吧~
如果等待不是一种幸福，我还是会选择等待...
很想把它当成我们的秘密。。。
其实没有理由，就只是喜欢你....
想你了。。。=)

有点累～

最近，为很多事而烦。。。总之很多事情，很多东西,都不如意.。。过着的生活好像不是自己的。。。就在忙忙碌碌的生活中,我失去了自己。。。而却不知道自己为什么而烦,为什么而忙，为什么而盲。。。
此刻，我好想回到以前的自己。。。
我真的累了～～～

TireD

Hmm,i thought i was vy clear vf my futurE,i thought harD work is everything.
In fact,i was wroNg.I feel likE im nt realy gooD in math,physiC n Chemistry the worst.Perhaps, Mdm Ting has her right words--it is a shame to b JPA scholar.Yeah~But how if a scholarship holder did bad in exam and he already tried his best?Im not born for scholarship,i am not b here for part of top students,i just want to try the best to achieve it.

But how if i still couldnt make it in the second sem?.Am i going to lost my scholarship?Last few days,a friend of mine tolD me that--it is realy shock to heard that u got this kind of result.Guess what i replied?"I had been playing too much last sem."But...it isnt the truth,it shud b i tried everything but,i was told to this result.
I feel like going to give up..

Recall back...

Two years ago,how hard i work in my SPM,n how hard i paid to get this offer.I was struggling like hell.I did double,studied triple compare to my friends.Mayb some of you ll said,im perfect enough.and some ll say,im always lucky.But,after all,i have to say,is hard work which make me here.There is neither lucky nor clever cell in my fresh.

At this moment,im still struggling--deep in my mind,im thinking again and again,is that hard work will still work in my future days?..or i have to choose another route by giving up my scholarship and go for my real interest?..
I need help... ...