Hmm,i thought i was vy clear vf my futurE,i thought harD work is everything.
In fact,i was wroNg.I feel likE im nt realy gooD in math,physiC n Chemistry the worst.Perhaps, Mdm Ting has her right words--it is a shame to b JPA scholar.Yeah~But how if a scholarship holder did bad in exam and he already tried his best?Im not born for scholarship,i am not b here for part of top students,i just want to try the best to achieve it.
But how if i still couldnt make it in the second sem?.Am i going to lost my scholarship?Last few days,a friend of mine tolD me that--it is realy shock to heard that u got this kind of result.Guess what i replied?"I had been playing too much last sem."But...it isnt the truth,it shud b i tried everything but,i was told to this result.
I feel like going to give up..
Recall back...
Two years ago,how hard i work in my SPM,n how hard i paid to get this offer.I was struggling like hell.I did double,studied triple compare to my friends.Mayb some of you ll said,im perfect enough.and some ll say,im always lucky.But,after all,i have to say,is hard work which make me here.There is neither lucky nor clever cell in my fresh.
At this moment,im still struggling--deep in my mind,im thinking again and again,is that hard work will still work in my future days?..or i have to choose another route by giving up my scholarship and go for my real interest?..
I need help... ...
