忙碌的生活， 突然觉得有点孤单...

忙碌的生活，

突然觉得有点孤单...

好想找个朋友喝茶聊天...

朋友约了，茶都凉了...

心事也忘了...=)

别告诉她，我还爱她

一个男生和一个女生在偶然的情况下相遇.他们是普通朋友，也是同学。关系非常普通，在对方心中没有什特别的地位。每次见面都会打个招呼，就算是聊，也不曾多聊几句.

。女生看起来有点冷漠，尤其是对陌生人，只有对熟人，她能聊个不停...外表看起开冷淡的女生其实内心很热情。

不知道什时候开始，男生渐渐对女生有了感觉。男生开始在女生的facebook上留言，就这样，浏览facebook变成了男生放学后

第一件会做的事，那时候男生家里没有网络，所以每天早上不管多累，都会早起，搭第一趟巴士到学校，赶在第一节课前,先到ICT LAB去上个facebook,看看女生的wall。放学后，也会留在学校，上了facebook才会家.就这样过了一段日子,男生也开始sms女生。从中了解了女生不少。当然少不了看看女生的blog,只是想多关心她一些,和她分担不快乐的事情.因为他知道她一个女生要面对这么多，会很辛苦…她开心时，他会比她开心…他伤心时，他为她而心酸，心疼…

终于，男生向女生表白了。女生非常惊讶，以为只是一场笑话.女生毫不犹豫地给了男生一个他不想停到的答案，男生没多说，只是悄悄地应了.之后，男生又好几次的向女生告白.可是，女生的立场就是那么的坚定.女生告诉男生,她心中已有喜欢的男生.可是始终没告诉那男生是谁。直到有一天，女生告诉了男生，她喜欢的男生.男生告诉女生他早已猜到.可是，男生说了慌，其实他真的吓呆了，真的不敢相信，那位男生，既然是自己的好朋友….就这样男生沉默了好几个星期.男生知道女生虽然拒绝了他,她心里其实也非常难过，她就是那种不想伤害别人的女生.

就这样过了一段日子,可是女生一直感到不安。男生看到女生情绪的起落。心中的疼，其实比失去她还要疼。所以男生答应女生也答应自己要把女生忘了.男生知道既然答应了女生，他一定要守着承诺，他告诉自己不能再看到女生因为他而烦，而难过.

好久以后,朋友问起男生是否还喜欢女生，男生想都没想，就说了’不’.当非常要好的朋友问起时，他会告诉他:“别告诉她,我还爱她”.虽然女生从来没有接受过男生，可是她却一直活在他心里.很多人认为男生很傻。。。可是在他心中爱,就是那种默默的关心，在女生伤心时，安慰她,在她寂寞时，陪她聊天,在她无助时，给她依靠的肩膀.

就这样，没有到很久很久…

i just doNt like complicateD things

if u think im the one who lovE to socialize,

if u think im the one who lovE to get myself buzy..

if u think im the onE who will work for million perhaps billioN dollar through out my life..

im sorry,but i have to say that u'R wrong..

definitely not correct..=)

hehe..

i just doNt like complicateD things..

i love my lifE to b simple but meaningfuL..

im not really interesteD to noe wat s happening out there..

l live with my heart in for evy moment of my life.

If i care you,means i really carE u..=)

If i ignorE u,doesn't mean i diNt care u,

just i have my family anD dudes whicH i carE morE~

specially,my love 1~

Reject doesn't mean stupiD

I just rejected the offer from University of Nottingham.

doNt ask me why i reject..

even i caNt believe that..

bcz i really not surE bout that..

just a mixed feeLing stop me from going there.

promise myself to be a better me,

sincE i choose not to go..=)

continuE my long loNg journey.

Curtin *ShinE*..=))

onE year iN Miri

One year in Miri..

havE made me change a lot.

I played a lot..

I learNt a lot..

and of coarsE,

I work vy harD.=)

for me...all of this s just iN a worD---awesome

the moments vf my coarse mate-

My lab group-

Albert,Kasthuri and Siong Meng

My first timE presentation group iN Curtin University=)

My first laB in Curtin University=)...with Mr.Jason in.

my last presentation in foundation=)

At the beach,witH 2E2 classmatE..having so mucH fuN.=)

Hush puppies..=)..my gang,forever!

together at the charity dinneR^^

Another onE*.^

Another gang of friend-Kenny,Angelina,Michele..=)

togetheR prepare for the CV games^.*

2gthr fix the cupboard for Angelina and Michele..=)

yeah,this is the complete picture,hahaZ!

witH Charlie,Raymond,Rick,Willie and Kai in=)

Vf buddies at beacH party,Shi Yong and Dennis=)

Vf CWK(waikiN)..=D

Vf E-U-N-I-C-E...Hahaha

WitH Michael Tey..xD..lookeD so blur

With Pok..=D

witH CJY(jaeyang)~~

Birthday Memory iN CurtiN University:

First time celebrate b'day in more thaN 100 students lecturE=)

Thanks to my dudes,Kasthuri and Albert and also Mr Foad!

Another celebration vf Kenny,Willie,Rick,Charlie,Angelina,Michele and Billy=)

Another celebratioN vf Siew Foong..=)

There is actually another celebration vf my dudes,Jaeyang,Waikin,Michael,Pok and Eunice^^

With all my dudes n friends.We play together,learn together,laugh together,face eacH and every obstacle together.

No matter where v r,v will neveR forget eacH other.=)

Friends=everything

Cheers!

十字路口

oncE agaiN

i comE to a junctioN,

a junctioN for decision makinG...

sometimes,

we say that..

give up thE gooD for thE best...

but,

turN arouNd...

sometimes,thE gooD is betteR thaN the best..

in a way=)

i feeL lonEly,

in makinG thiS secret decisioN=(

Train myselF bacK to track..

A lot of friends saiD i lookeD tired n quiet recently..

hmm,really?

yup,perhaps im more to be "observant" neaRly..xD

doNt ask me y,cz myselF also not surE bout tat..

saD ritE?

haha,i ll try to bacK to track sooN..thaNks guys=)

n@t en@ugH sleep..

Hmm,

i had been sleeping for 8hours lastnight..

but stiLL feel so tireD..

my left braiN s telling me not to go campus..

but my right braiN is pulling me out of beD.

Luckily my right braiN is bigger,Haha!

anyhow,still kinD of sleepy..Zzz

so neaR yet so faR~~

I montH dint meet u..

today wheN i saw u in campus,

suddenly my minD black out...

im always talkative wheN meet vf otheR friends..

but wheN comE to u,this dudE..

i just doNt noE wat to say..

I'm sorry if i did offense u.

HopE nx timE v woNt be lidat wheN v meet agaiN..=)

Change my baD habit..x)

Guess wat?

i neveR listeN to leccturE..

cz im really baD in listeNing,,xD

tell u a secret,if u bring me to Cinema,

i ll fell sleep 10minutes afteR tat..xD

so,here is my new target---listeN to lecturE~~

Hehe